One week after the Confirmation Camp, I just missed the camp so much...I never felt so happy & joy before, & lasted quite long...
Well I don't want to say so much...
Finally there's a camp that focusing spiritual
( although Gentleman song is played, thank God only twice the facilitators played, otherwise again every camp one song virus.)
& I found who am I, dedicate to be myself...
True, becuz I be myself, my pain is gone...
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The speaker is amazing-fantastic-hilarious-actor, Martin Jalleh^^
Well, Fabian spoke the truth about him, he's really has a give on preaching...
I really salute him...
I hugged him during inner healing, he said to my friends " I only received 3 hugs, so sad...now I need inner healing"
& before he left Dominic villa to my parish, I personally approached to him & thank him...he hugged me
I added him on fb^^
the funniest things he dunno my name!!!
He went back to my parish for parents talks, & he asked Fabian:
' there's a girl who always talked about you...white-frame'
Fabian confused, luckily there's a slide about my family,
so Fabian showed him the slide, slowly went down, & find who's that person really
MJ spot me...
Fabian told my name to him.
Fabian found me after the parents talks, & complaint me
' Why you said about me during the camp?'
' I just said that you asked a favour to ask him about "he sure still remember me" things, & he remembered, & he even said "oh...your brother". I said no. & I even asked him (MJ) why he remember you, he said: " becuz he is like you, like to talk!"
"Like to talk???" Fabian epic expression...
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I think God knows how much pains I kept inside my heart, although I wore a strong-undefeated face all the time~
I used to follow the crowds, see my friends do-or-don't,
& I'm not happy cuz I choose not to enjoy myself,
I want to be the other person, but the more I did, the more suffering & pain I gained,
& the first day I'm in a sad mood, I can't believe that this camp I waited for so long, turn up a sorrow, alone...
( forever alone )
I questioned myself, who am I really,
I turned to new leaf next day...
I be who I am...
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I talked, I danced in front of crowds ( although I dunno how to dance, seriously~ )
I choose to be brave, I stand up in the crowds and shared my testimony...
I cried and it healed me a lot, and I received hugs and cared~
I felt love and joy...
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Inner healing was the best,
well we need inner healing every time...of course I cried,
so I heading to my Godfather to received first hug from him after inner healing...
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"You have to enjoy this camp becuz this is the last camp for y'all."
No. For me, is just the beginning...
A beginning of confirming myself as a Catholic...
I had a huge dream, a dream to bring back God's people to Him...
Form now on I waiting for the sacred moments of my life, receive the fruits and gifts of the holy spirit, prepare a great mission to God...
28 June - 30 June '13
I will never forget about the great moment of my life...
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