2 more days to May~

Today is 28 April...just a blink of eyes~
And 2 more days to May (Wow~)
Yesterday I was invited to a dinner to celebrate 30 years anniversary of CFM.
Food was awesome, met VIP people at there (^^)

Jumping from one sacrament to another sacrament...it's sound crazy~
I thought I can take good care of 9 years old kids, who are about to receive the body and blood of Christ for the first time...in the end, I got transfer to teens who will received the gifts and fruits of the Holy Spirit.
When I stepped into the class for the first time, I realised I need to push more efforts on my faith to God.
I think that what's God wants me to do...strengthen your faith so you may not fall easily.
Before I left my comfort house and comfort town.

Indeed my faith to God has faded simultaneously last year, due to stress and depression...
and I found back God after I graduated from SAM. Involved in missionary works, step into varies committees. My life has never been so peace before. I pray that when I study my degree, it will not happen the same as what I had faced last year.

I came across a beautiful blog and described a little bit of  'calling'. It's not about the 'Calling', being chosen to serve God in a particular ways, it's about the Love, the unconditional love of God for us. God loves us first and He knows each and everyone's name. Beautiful video. Go ahead and check out the link, you gotta love it ~ Perhaps One of the Most Beautiful Videos on Vocations Ever Made



  

After 2 months, I'm back.

It's been almost 2 months I haven't update my blog
Due to my laziness (hahaha^^)

March was the best as I considered the most spiritual of the month
Went to Batu Arang mission and encountered HIV/ Aids patients.
Literally, it has changed my way of thinking and perception to them.
For me, there are beautiful in God's eyes.
Been to SIC for santai with Archbishop
and hospital visit.

I'm not promoting that I'm a 'Good Samaritan' to earn my fame, but to share amazing and events that God is with us all the time.
Sometime, things go wrong. We tend to blame God on what has happened. Just during tough moment, we seek for God's help. We don't realise that God is with us all the time. He clears the obstacles in front, makes a clear and safety pathway for us to travel. Because He loves us to much, and yet we forget His love for us, God lets the obstacle injure you so that you return to God. That's what I think. Even though these patients have sickness, they know that they had regretted the past but they have faith in God and being sorry for what they have done. Even though the kids have this disease, but they own childhood memory as I have. They are much more healthier; they jump, they play, they love crawling and obedient (most of the time). I was told that their conditions were worst when they were sent to the house. God is with them and give them courage to live. As young as 6 years old, she knows who is Jesus. She knows Jesus died on the cross, making miracles (many fish were caught). She told me what happens next while I sat down with them, watching Jesus' Story, According to Gospel of St. Luke. When I was 6, I don't think I know Jesus made miracles on caught many fish.

Being a missionary is to being that person that you want to serve, not as a duty. That's how Jesus wants us to do. He wants us to do the next part as He had did the first part. He took clay, put to the blind mean's eye, and wants us to take the blind man to the lake for clearing the clay on his face. Miracles happen because you and Jesus perform together.

Miracle happened three days ago. I had made a vow that I trust God in everything during one of the days of Divine Mercy Novena. I had no idea why I clicked on the university's application website, I realised that my application was rejected.  I was freaked out. I decided to access the university's website and asked the question of my application. The university replied to me via mail and they informed me that it would took 3 working days to answered it. God made wonder to me. 2 hours later, I received another mail, and they requested me to sent another set of documents by now. Without further ado, I sent it via mail and my application was accepted. I leave it to God everything.

Oh ya, recently I consecrate to Mary by reading and meditate '33 days to Morning Glory'. I can't believe that I reading it everyday, and it only takes your 5 minutes only, everyday. But this book can leads you to be a Saint. Mother Mary, please intercede my prayer to Jesus.