7 days camp and Sabah Trip....Part 2

**I guaranty there's no part 3...so I finish everything that I left off...

Day 5: Toughest day of my life...
It's Saturday and a tiring day...as usual, there was a session in the morning...bla bla bla...then we had spring cleaning day~after that we had another session...they asked us to bring t-shirt in order to blindfold. Before we were being blindfolded, we played a game call ducky wacky~when we were blindfolded, they played us some sad, sweet, calm music that caused me to fall asleep...then suddenly they asked us to stand up, turned behind and open the blindfold...and guess what I saw? I saw weird people standing in front of me and I realised they are parents...our parents and I said to myself, not again...it's parent-child bonding session. Indeed, I was looking for my parents, but I knew that they won't come and they were not here, absent in this hall. A few facilitators hugged me and they told me that my parents could not make it and I replied it's okay, I'm fine until Stephie started to discuss about my relationship with my parents, I burst into tears....I was fine after that, I got a free mountain dew then~ everyone enjoying talking with family and parents and I sitting alone with facilitators and wanted to sleep....at night we had Easter Vigil mass, only we able to sleep at 1am and tomorrow have morning mass...

Day 6: Malam Ria
It's Day 6 and my group didn't prepare anything about our dance performance!!! We had chosen 'Delirious' by Steve Aoki~I can't believe we manage finished it in few hours~ and we enjoyed ourselves^^I was chosen to be an emcee on that night...1st time and I managed it~well as usual, I expected my parents to come and they did't...(they didn't know it, so I could not blame them). After the malam ria was over, I went to fr. Greg and said: Peace be with you Father and he hugged me, He asked me that my family or relatives are here or not and I said no. He said it's too bad as Fr. Danny it's not here and I told him that this camp is awesome and had changed me a lot~ he saw me and said yes, and he realised it...and I know who's my angel (I figured it out at day 2, it's Joshua and he is kind angel and I appreciated whatever he had done)

Day 7: Last Day and Finally Home
After 7 days of camp, we enjoyed ourselves and finally got my phone back. (I don't mind cuz my phone is stupid phone, not smart phone~people with smartphone are so dead with smartphone and once they had it, they took selfie). Well, I missed my family and they arrived quite early and I went back only some people knows...

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Sabah Trip.
So as I mentioned in Part 1, I updated my blog at the airport in the middle of the night...and I could not manage to finish it, so

Day 1: Arrived at Sabah
Nothing special. We on board a train to KLIA 2 and waited to be departed to Sabah. I pre-booked my food online and I ate Asian fried rice with Chicken satay~yum yummm

We reached there about 9pm and we had small supper~
And we reached to apartment, beautiful apartment. it has wifi, astro and the best part, no one is going to disturb us tonight^^

Day 2: To my mum's old house
Well, it's been 3 years we didn't go back and my grandma unable to walk so much...luckily my uncle managed to build a room at ground floor so she won't climb up and down, that's really trouble...
Nothing much, what I didn't expect there's astro in the house~ cool

Day 3: Renew the old house
My dad spent few hundred ringgit in order to replenish my old grandma's house, he even changed the electrical wires. He's awesome^^ I slept for whole afternoon cuz I had flu. Haiz~

Day 4: So fast, and we are about to going back home
It's Sunday, and we went for Sunday service (since there's no priest) and in bahasa plus kadazan-dusun languages. It's tired and I almost fell asleep...zzz
And we packed our things at night and tomorrow, off we go

Day 5: Last day and on the way back to KL
We said goodbye to my grandma and headed to my grandfather's shop down the hill. We brought some souvenir to decorate my house, my dad said. My uncle brought us to I-borneo shopping mall in Kota Kinabalu. Since our fights were night flight, we had time to watch movie...we went and watched Paddington^^

**movie ticket~

My mum is not a big fan of watching movie, she planned to sleep inside the cinema. In the end she didn't and watch the whole movie~

She even commented that Paddington is nice~

That I really recommend movie for family.

Well I guess I need a bear in my house, name Paddington, and everyone should have a bear~

At night, we check-up our bags and had a final dinner before we left Sabah.

It's nice restaurant. Food was awesome. I kinda worried about our flights and in the end, our flights delayed to 10.05pm...So tired...

Finally in plane and I had pre-book food in front of me~It's Spicy Tuna~~

Epilogue: Stay up at the airport 

We arrive at KLIA @ airport at 1 o'clock in the morning and the train service of course, stop and we had to wait until 5.48am. Guess sleeping at the airport is common.  I saw many people just sleep at the corner,on the ground, on the bench~My family did the same thing, they slept on the benches except my dad and I who didn't sleep at all...only when we reached home, we slept...

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7 days camp and Sabah Trip....Part 1

It's December and I'm going to tell you that I have many events to go...
some of that had just passed...(Sabah trip, I just arrived at the airport at 1 o'clock in the morning and currently waiting for ERL to start operating)

Well, first I would like to tell about my 7 days camp.
I would like to apologised for my laziness on updating my blog...it's not I'm lazy but stupid internet does not exist in my house~
Okay, enough with that, let's proceed to the main point~

7 DAYS CAMP
There is reason that I will not tell about the name of the camp because it's meant to be secretive as much as possible.
Note that some of it was written while I was in the camp
so...

Day 1: 7 days camp starts
Okay, at first I dunno what I'm going to do when I first arrived here at Good Shepherd Church. From Semenyih to Setapak, I had stuck in traffic jam and I felt bad for my dad for accompany me to Setapak. At first, he doesn't want to fetch me, but he did. I really want to thank my dad after the camp is over.

Boring, because I arrived at the first place (as I mentioned before) and with my shyness brought together to that place.

Awkward, one word to describe my feeling, just hoping to see someone I know and have conversation with them (Obviously, it's kinda fail, they were busying for registration. I was waiting for my friend, Cathy to come. She finally came and I waited in my room had chit chat with new friends, knew them better.

Just skip the boring part. Started with mass, then followed by dinner (of course) and had our first session. It was all about self-identity. Oh ya, before that (before mass), we introduced ourselves and found who would be my group members. This self-identity talk made me realised that I was wearing the mask ALL THE TIME in this camp. And we had 3Js moments (I like that cuz I like J as my name starts with J ^^). 3 Js stood for Joyful, Junk and Jesus's moment. At the end of the day, I realised that the feeling of anxiety and worry about this camp were gone and I was excited for the next day

Day 2: Another day
Day 2 started with exercises in the early morning and had station games and of course my grouo was the best group ever. We managed to finished hanging all the clips to the string (poor Chi Hong who carried me^^). The breakfast was awesome and I was the leader for that day (It was not me to be the leader but Chi Hong, but he had medical check-up, so I HAD to). The next session was self-discovery (about relationship). At night, the session was about sexual immorality (Interesting topic right?). from there I knew that love is not a four-letter word, but it's liking, logging and selflessness. And we had # Js moment again and I just jump on the bed and slept.

Day 3: The most touching day of my life
I didn't know there's a mission outside the church. I'm sure that I would remember this moment forever & I would not forget about it. Well, we celebrated Holy Thursday and the most important during HT are the institution of the Eucharist, Priesthood and washing feet. Whenever I attend the Holy Thursday mass and When I see priest washes 12 men's feet, with 'Bless the Lord' is sung, it touches my heart always and wonder how were the feeling of 12 men? Well today, I experienced it. Yup, thanks to Pope Francis, we women finally can have experienced in washing feet. What I can say is that,when Fr. Gregory washed y feet, my mind kept on rejecting. I wonder how the disciples of Jesus felt when Jesus washed their feet, do they had the same feeling? The feeling that I had was unexplained. Plus, 'Bless the Lord' song was sung and to avoid my self burst into tears and make a flood in the hall, I sang. But still, tears rolled down and I couldn't stop it and let it go when the second song was sung. Fr, Greg burst into tears too when he washed all our feet. He asked us to wash each other feet and so do I. All of us washed Fr. Greg's feet, and I think he even more emotional that he washed people feet. After I washed & kissed his feet, he hug me and said: "Jesus loves you" and I replied, 'Jesus loves you too'. Everyone had emotional on that day, touching moments, crying and tears. I feel that washing people feet is much more better than being washed. What I meant is and what I realised from that is down-to-earth is much more easier,and much more joy you can experienced as Jesus gives for us. As in Luke 18:14, for those who are great will be humbled and for those who are humble will be great. Just looking and experience washing feet scenario, do you prefer washing someone feet or being washed by someone? Well, I prefer washing other's feet, less pain and tears. We had Taize and it's relaxing

Day 4: The Passion of the Christ
Yesterday, it was Holy Thursday, so today was Good Friday. There was Passion Play and Fabian as Jesus. Gregory told us what was the real meaning of Passion of the Christ. I was kinda sad when I was not chosen for the part of the play. And we had to speak in BM. Damn it. But when I answered that Judas kissed Jesus, he asked me to stand in front of him. He as Jesus, I as Judas. And all in sudden, I remembered the scene where Jesus was kissed by Judas in front of the soldier. My mind was shocked and I said to myself, how could I betray Jesus, the one that I loved so much. Gregory told us how Judas kissed Jesus, he hold my hand and showed the exact things happened. Judas kissed Jesus in a way that he betrayed his teacher and still showed some respect to his master and teacher, Jesus. Jesus, knew what he had done, still forgive him and accept the kiss of the betrayer and went on to surrender himself. We had Good Friday service and Fr. Greg shared to us that he once left the church before and told us to fall in love with Jesus. Guess that made him emotional again. After the service, we were asked to stay in room until we were called for dinner. After that, inner healing session. I was so tired and fell asleep until the last few sentences. Guess my inner part was not healed^^. So, pray over as usual, But I felt much more peace and relaxed that before, and wanted Jesus to be with me always.

continue in part 2...